Emaline, what should our radio show be about?

"It should be about the underestimated importance of aesthetics in the perception and development of our modern world."

Please.

Why I Fail

I have had a failure of the past four days.

Firstly, on Friday, I find out I'm supposed to have an hour of outside class German speaking with someone. Let's just say, I don't have it and won't be getting it before I have to report on my weekly assignments. Then I went and scheduled my German test in the testing center...for the time I'm supposed to be in class. Oh, and because I have terrible luck or something, we would be taking an oral exam in class that. I don't know if I can make it up, but I'm really hoping my professor plays the mercy card here. I'm feeling really stupid after making such an obvious blunder, only to find out AFTER the fact that I can reschedule my test time, and now I'm going to get a zero on a part of the exam. No, I am most definitely not OK with this. Not after failing a Book of Mormon quiz last night. Of the which I should have aced. So now I'm going to be getting a horrible grade in German.

Yes, German. This is ignominious. We're not even being tested on new material, it's all review. This is crap. I think the universe does not want me to speak German. Or get at least a 3.75 GPA. Probably the latter of the two. They want me to get into debt for school and not be eligible for any sort of scholarships. I'm a bit of a wreck right now, in case you can't tell.

I mean, it's not just German. I've had several of these instances build upon one another, and I just can't seem to make it stop. Gosh, I need to focus. Why am I blogging? This is supposed to be healthy for my emotions, but all it's doing is bringing them back up to the surface for me to fester over some more. Dumb.

I miss my mother.